To Whom It May Concern,
My name is C.d. (an acronym for my name on here that will be revealed by the end), an unknown actor with one experience in feature-length acting that wants to make a trailblazing career where I can primarily sustain myself as an actor in the elite professionalial playing field of Hollywood.
I have non-credited, kept to myself, feature-length and longer writing experience. Kept to myself producing for myself. An understanding of directing from shadowing.
On my only public profile, imdb, there is only the previously mentioned feature-film, and two short student films, none of which are porn and I have never participated in porn. the feature-film being the only project that can be interpreted as publically visible.
Not on imdb, there are a couple of non-credited five to ten second featured extra moments on a couple of TV episodes that aired on some TV stations which were naive attempts to taft-hartley myself.
I am advertising, presenting, on here while trying to retain my anonymity and making it known I want a desirous trailblazing opportunity and career primarily as an Actor and secondarily as a Director, Writer, and Producer. I am seeking talented entertainment individuals, specifically a party consisting of an attorney, agent, manager, public relations. etc., whatever party composition is necessary to start, to build a remarkable career that encompasses collaborations with esteemed professionals. I desire to collaborate with companies, individuals, that are considered in the Top 100 in Variety for example. No games. I am not trying to be pompous. I am being serious about my vision. Loyalty is a quality I hold dear, and it is a trait I am eager to share with the right individuals that join forces with me.
I want to use you as a reference if you are highly regarded, very exclusive, and worth it to the point you would desire to avoid publicity, and if you would be acknowledged by those who can start the party. If you are the individual that can start the party reading this, then assess me by communicating with me. Nobody in my family is in this business and I was not fortunate enough to have met anyone that good directly during my 10 years in L.A. due to my semi-introverted tendencies. This request is to initiate my career into the respectable professional playing field at the level that is considered inaccessible.
Recognizing the value of expertise and connections, I am prepared to offer a retainer or a step deal that is staggered, and/or deal and negotiate in other ways I am not aware of. $100,000+ is ready up front, and there can be more benefits that can be added on. I am willing to and I am prudent enough to circumvent legislation barring this.
My vision is to develop a thriving and enduring career, culminating in recognition at esteemed festivals and beyond. In Film, TV, Videogames, Etc.
I acknowledge that my journey has been marked by a regrettable involvement as an actor in the feature-length project, which was a normal movie that did not match acceptable professional standards, that got no marketing from myself for its press package, which sparked a deep drive within me to immerse myself in the realms of writing, directing, and producing.
No one in my life has involvement with this ad and I have not displayed it to anyone intentionally in the general public. I have essentially severed ties with everyone I know in real life and online except my mother and some family. It should be considered a presentation, not an ad. Do not consider me showing it here on this domain as an intention to show it to the general public. Presenting it on here is a breaking point for me.
Regarding directing: my current setbacks I am aware of are lack of cinematographer knowledge, lack of shot list trick knowledge used to complete difficult sequences or impromptu shot list knowledge with clever and creative editing in hindsight in mind, all of which I believe can awaken within myself quickly because I have seen, edited, and been through enough to have an instinct to get attracted to what it is, and a laziness to storyboard everything but I can do it.
I previously mentioned no games. But if you go with the literal meaning, I have experience evading the detection of gaming moderators on online services to play the game without unnecessary time sinks and grinding which required utilizing third-party services and communicating by censoring myself and in different channels outside of detection with other like-minded people. It is in the TOS not to, but they do it. With this line of thinking, I can approach the industry this way. I have thankfully been able to come back from getting in trouble multiple times in my life recently over the last couple years with no convictions and not guilty pleas never publicized or cached, similar to getting a strike in a game and learning to avoid, so chances of getting flagged are not going to happen if we communicate about the what not to do rules.
A few pet peeves I currently have are interpolated videos that are originally 24 fps converted to 60 fps because it does not look good, panning that appears choppy and not smooth, digital videos that are very sharpened.
Having spent the past ten years in Los Angeles, I admit that I failed to establish meaningful connections, although I formed a few acquaintances, I did not engage in genuine networking or become involved in impactful projects. You could define me as a loner. I have now relocated temporarily to Florida in 2023 with no desire to participate in anything there or anything until communicating from a party from here.
What sets me apart from others is my resilience in overcoming an experience of what could be classified as a severe high-functioning disorder that I never needed a remedy for. It has no effect on me and does not affect me. It is not an experience that I am interested in making as part of my public brand, but it has bestowed upon me a profound appreciation for life, improved my ability to confront challenges head-on, and sharpened my perception and appreciation for tropes that others cannot fully grasp and misjudge as mere plot devices. Additionally, from writing, forging a unique artistic perspective deeply rooted in self-exploration and emotional connection.
I have no history of substance abuse. I am reiterating I am not affected by any disorder. I am fully capable of striving to be a valuable asset, I will not be a nuisance, and I will not be a liability. I have no STDs, and it is not my intention to be lewd or imply something erotic by disclosing that. It is in case of liability if I accidentally spit on someone's face while yelling.
In the scope of generally everything, I do not have and never had contractual obligations to market or to participate in any thing. I have not signed on and I am not in any implied obligations to participate in any projects. I do not have any prior, current convictions, and there are no chances of me currently being convicted by any thing ongoing or any thing potentially.
My criminal history was completely clear my entire life until 2021, and then a string of cases happened due to an awful group of people not significant in the industry reporting false allegations in private police reports that would be used to attack me in the future but not any longer after reporting them to a law officer. In any criminal court case involving myself being the defendant, all pleas are not guilty and I have never been convicted.
I have never made lawsuits against any individuals or entities. The only lawsuit in my life is for vehicle injury frivolously filed against me and it is cached but not publicized.
My credit score from the average of two sources is 772. My history with the IRS is spotless. Financial sources in relation to me are objectively interpreted as legitimate and hard-earned.
I have not burned any bridges in where I am aiming for. I have never done anything controversial on social media and am relatively invisible with barely anything displaying and am willing to respect changes that are reasonably aligned with my reasonable vision.
In regards to potential allegations or liabilities, I will fully disclose everything to you to ensure they are avoided. The tolerance altogether is low and not high. I will not be hindered by potential allegations and liabilities. It should be imperative I inform you of mine and you inform me of yours if we are going to party together, and all communication will be and should be treated with the utmost confidentiality, and I am inclined to use a NDA. My intention with letting you know about everything is to demonstrate it has made me knowledgeable and cautious about certain types of people.
The knowledge and the skills enhanced from these experiences are transferable, and I will apply it to my work ethic with you. The drive to achieve my vision is supported by an experience of a metaphorical prison for nearly thirteen years now. I have served my time for the unintentional mistakes I have made and intend to uphold my vision to the utmost degree in a party that can guide me so these unintetentional mistakes are mitigated.
I will vouch for myself by describing myself as possibly more trustworthy than your clients because a L.A. business owner for example let me have the key to their hospitality business and let me sleep and write there overnight. I intend to be in a party to avoid any setbacks like my potential allegations and liabilities because those setbacks occurred due to not being in a party. I would have never dealt with the trash, none of it, if I was in a party. I am through with, for a long time now, subjecting myself to mediocrity that is difficult to elude. I have sacrificed time, love, having a life, comfort, and in regards to comfort abandoning a legacy of hard traditional workers.
Regarding the 100,000+, it is from my personal account. My mother has more. My mother is difficult to deal with but negotiable if someone persuades her. I prefer we do not deal with her but I am presenting that as an option.
The CPA, my mother's CPA, is relevant to cover some more pet peeves with dealing with potential business prospects. This is relevant because this is why I desire to be in a party because trusting and making leaps of faith by yourself increase the chances of bad endings and development not meeting your expectations and backfiring. I am sick of expecting and experiencing a betrayal or failure later and being swayed by people who you have trust in persuading you to say yes in implied contractual conversations. This is why I desire a party to protect me. Otherwise, the whole artistic endeavor will be self-destructive in a cesspool of trash that is swimming outside the boundaries. This case of the CPA is a surface-level example to convey what I desire to avoid in general because it will be that much worse with collaborating. In this case, the CPA directly implied to me that they are aware of their own profile prior to tax filing and I failed to catch the hint. The CPA does not have a good public profile in a cancel culture. There was nothing controversial about the tax filing itself. I do not want their public profile ever associated with me, and they filed my taxes. I am never using them again. I could be overly prudent because people cannot generally see who files your taxes, but I just do not desire to take any blind risks like that anymore doing business deals with people. I desire to avoid it at all costs and not be blind. This catching a hint is a phenomenon that scammers and manipulative people who do not match your standards use to let you know they are aware you are not the right fit but are going to use you if you fall for their offer, taking advantage of your naivety or unconcern. I have fallen for this, and I am reiterating this is why I desire to be in a party to not be vulnerable. Like with a director, who ruined a short vignette project, where I was blinded by a referral that was corrupt in hindsight, I accidentally utilized this CPA to file my taxes blinded by my mother's trust. It should be noted the short vignette project is trash and I had no intention of releasing it and it is not publically visible anywhere with my name. The tax filing led to an unexpected level of insecurity I never experienced before by scrutinizing my family. I already scrutinized people before, but never my family. I have never scrutinized and mistrusted anyone in my family before. I was used to scrutinizing people outside of my family, so I let my guard down. My mother had listened to my tribulations of dealing with the wrong people, so I was taken aback that she did not learn herself but she is carefree. As I previously mentioned, my mother is difficult to deal with. I have never scrutinized my family before, and my family is not known for and does not have illegitimate streams from my knowledge, and I have no trepidation when it comes to convincing my mother to move her finances before things progress and develop, and I subjectively observe my mother is not the type to appease this burden from insecurities due to being care free for living an easy-going life style. Regarding this care free life style, you will likely have to talk with her on the phone to convince her to shift her finances after assessing the CPA because she needs a real business person to talk sense. My family is objectively interpreted as not being in debt or desperate and I sincerely can vouch my mother is not a bad person and does not have extraneous income from this CPA. I am reiterating my only business interaction with this CPA is the previously mentioned filing of taxes and they never managed any accounts in my name.
At your convenience, I would appreciate the opportunity to discuss the exciting possibilities that lie ahead and invite you to interrogate and to question everything and everything possibly connected to and implied by what I have mentioned in this ad. Whether it be a phone call, text, email, face-time, discord, etc. conversation, I believe that a direct and personal connection is essential to foster trust and understanding. Should you choose to reach out, kindly provide a profile page for verification purposes but you do not have to. It is not mandatory but preferred. Rest assured, all communication will be treated with the utmost confidentiality. You can change your name, and you can change your number.
Thank you for considering my proposition and investing your valuable time in reviewing my request for a reference and to get a party going for a career in Hollywood. You should contact me if you have an interest and you will receive verification from me if I am interested. As I previously mentioned, No games. I eagerly await the chance to communicate with you soon.
Sincerely,
C.d.
epilogue
https://resumes.actorsaccess.com/cd
My non-threatening response to anyone attempting to obligate me to embarrass myself and be comedic. No one got hurt. Nothing happened. Considering this a part of that breaking point, a breaking point that had nothingt to do with Hollywood.
It should be noted I have had six years of resist-reacting paparazzi training and advanced responding to reporting training.
I am going to say it is not real. No one was arrested. No one wants attention. It does not indicate anything about my craft or brand. A small accident in life which demonstrates my stakes. I am not a commodity looking for attention.
I want you to treat me as an individual who has been through a lot while fortunately managing to completely be innocent without their public profile being affected.
A modeling agent snaps ordinary pictures to assess potential, so do not discredit me for using a selfie. It was never uploaded to a public domain. I despise reality television. It is going to be removed when the party gets started. No games.
In the past, I underestimated website aggregators and took proactive measures to remove other undesirable elements from my online presence. I am committed to removing photos and am open to buying anything out for the sake of perfectionism.
My dna results show I am half-caucasian in the event my name misleads you into thinking otherwise. My actual father is not the father that raised me, and the father who raised me married my mother. The father who raised me is who I consider my father because he was amazing and the best father, and he was very smart. Both of my fathers were smart. My father passed away more than decade ago. I can redo the test infront of you if there are qualms about it. In regards to the dna results, this was an unexpected result that I discovered less than a year ago and my father who raised me knew and was glad about the gender. It is unknown to some relatives, and in the future I will have to inform one relative who understands entertainment that will tell the others and explain it was an unexpected discovery to be comfortable with disclosure. After my father's passing, I want to succeed before my mother passes away and honor my father and mother in speeches and make her proud of her only child, me. Please help me because she sacrificed so much moving to America to have a good life and have me, then I unnaturally abandon everything my mother and father planned by moving to the cesspool of trash for ten years with never an intention of settling down, figuratively killing my mother. I would like to succeed so I can officially settle down. Until then, settling down should not happen.
It should be noted I had no assistance writing this advisement from any individuals, and technology did not help me with the core essences, ideas, elements, and structure of this ad. It should also be noted that there were many additions to this ad, but the core essences, ideas, elements, and structure of this ad remained unchanged.
Reasons for presenting on this domain are being editable like on a cloud, my capability of being prudent, conveying to exclusive prospects regarding presenting what is not intended to be a self-diatribe but intended rather as an identification of myself while simultaneously understanding, as the interpretation of the subject matter is sensitive, the abbreviation of my name and the intention to not be directly associated with my public profile, etc. and etc. means anything reasonable that does not prevent the achievement of the vision that is reasonable.
I will address any lack of vital information to conduct safe exchanges. My last request is if I am going to move, I desire a reasonable room arrangement. I am currently residing out of California with no desire to attempt anything as I previously mentioned until this party is formed. I have always done month-to-month, never missed a month, but I desire an arrangement where I can live cost-free by being a part of a party. I am clean, normal, I value communication, and I value technology to reduce the time sinks with communication.
Thanks for reading through and your consideration, and I look forward to hearing from you soon.
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